They tell me that I have to go back to school so that I can finish my education. But at this point the repetition is starting to feel more like a prison sentence. I wrote a blog a while and a number of years back, comparing the bars on a cell to the blinds in my room. And now I cant find it and yet it would seem so perfect a moment to recall it now. To summarize my thoughts at the moment: I can't seem to grasp my schedule by the reigns and force it into something manageable. Typing this blog while watching ER probably doesn't help either. So I go work now and make coffee to make me work faster.